Change

I can't hold back the tears anymore.
As my eyes sting as I stare at my phone.
Sitting in this darkness, confused and alone.
Scared of what happens tomorrow and the day after that.

Trying to scream, but nothing comes out.
My emotions which I hide come crashing through.
As I'm all alone, not knowing what to do.
The change is what I fear most about the future.

Bloodshot eyes in the dark as I claw my pillow.
They're chocking me, stuck in my throat.
The isolation is hurting me, wish it wasn't this way.
I don't what anything to change but I want it to get better.

Why am I crying, when all I lost was nothing.
No words can say what they feel to me anyway.
Hoping one day it will finally get better then you'll see.
Love, lost, loneliness and togetherness are just parts of change any way.